Monday, October 1, 2007

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?

I picked up a bass after listening to this album


I was talking to myself:

To concentrate on a thought is not easy for you.
The only beat you can count is 1 & 2 & 3 & 4.
You're too lazy to think. you only feel.
You could be very present and grounded. You can't now. NOT ANYMORE.
You ruined things every time when You almost succeed.
You always choose to stay in your comfort zone.



Yes, I haven't
touched my bass for a long time. It's much easier to look at basses in music shops than playing them. (I don't even dare trying out them out there.) I haven't written anything in Chinese for ages. Last time I wrote was a few months ago and it was less than 100 words.

I said to myself:

You need to listen to the subtle signal of your mind, body and heart.
You need to stop wasting time on the internet!